THE
WORD:
"Faith is the confidence that what we
hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot
see."
Hebrews 11:1 (NLT)
" For in this
hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what
they already have? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it
patiently."
Romans 8:24 (NLT)
"For I am
convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the
present nor the future, nor any powers,
neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be
able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our
Lord."
Romans 8:38-39 (NLT)
DEVOTION:
Some people give up on
hope because they lose focus on the possibilities. They give up and claim that
it is a "lost cause" because they are tired of hoping for something
they cannot see.
With a rare and
incurable neurological disease, I live each day with the possibility that my
illness can return at any time. Maybe with new symptoms. Maybe with permanent
brain damage. Maybe the next time God will call me Home. Despite all these
possibilities, I continue to hope that I will get better, and that one day - a
cure can be found…even for such a rare illness as mine.
Some people give up on
hope because it has disappointed them too many times. I was diagnosed with my
illness at the age of 17, and it has struck me two more times since then with
different symptoms. There was a point when I thought, "Will I ever be rid
of this illness? Will it always be haunting my life?"
Hope is the desire
that there is something better around the corner. When hope is blind, you
cannot see what awaits you around this corner. That is why hope holds hands
with faith…because faith "gives us assurance about things we cannot
see" (Hebrews 11:1).
I don't know if a cure
will ever be found for my illness in my lifetime. I don't know if I might be
hospitalized again this year. But I continue to hope that the sun will still
rise even after the darkest and coldest night.
For Christians, our
hope is fueled by God's love. No matter what happens in this lifetime, our hope
in God will never disappoint us. When life brings tears and pain, God says,
"Hold on. I have much better things waiting for you."
So during the times of
trials, we hold on to hope that God's purpose in this pain will be revealed to
us. We remember that only God sees the full picture, and He knows what is
around the corner. Blessings can spring out of burdens. Hopefulness can come from
helplessness. Love can bloom from what once was lost. And when you have trouble
keeping hope in God, remember "that the sufferings of this present time
are not worth comparing with the glory that is to be revealed to us"
(Romans 8:18).
So you don't have to
worry when your hope is blind, because God is omniscient and has a plan for
you, plans to give you hope and a future (Jeremiah 29:11).
"God is the
reason why even in pain, I smile; In confusion, I understand; and in fear, I
continue to fight." (Unknown)
PRAYER:
Dear God, You know
everything about me and about my life. I am limited but you are an unlimited
God. When I am ready to give up hope when life brings me down, please remind me
that Your ways are higher than my ways, and that Your thoughts are higher than
my thoughts. I may not understand now why I am going through this pain, but I
understand that You work everything for Your glory. Although my hope is blind,
help me to be patient for Your answer, Your rescue, and Your coming kingdom.
Amen.
APPLICATION:
What do you hope for
right now? How can you remind yourself to keep holding on? How would you
encourage someone to hold on to hope when he or she is ready to give up? Do you
think that faith in God makes a difference in hope?
WORSHIP:
"Before the
Morning" - Josh Wilson
"Would you dare, would you dare, to believe,
that you still have a reason to sing,
'cause the pain you've been feeling,
can't compare to the joy that's coming
Would dare you, would you dare, to believe,
that you still have a reason to sing,
'cause the pain you've been feeling,
can't compare to the joy that's coming
Com'n, you got to wait for the light
press on, just fight the good fight
because the pain you've been feeling,
it's just the hurt before the healing
the pain you've been feeling,
just the dark before the morning"
that you still have a reason to sing,
'cause the pain you've been feeling,
can't compare to the joy that's coming
Would dare you, would you dare, to believe,
that you still have a reason to sing,
'cause the pain you've been feeling,
can't compare to the joy that's coming
Com'n, you got to wait for the light
press on, just fight the good fight
because the pain you've been feeling,
it's just the hurt before the healing
the pain you've been feeling,
just the dark before the morning"
I have been a Christian most of my life but it wasn't until I was diagnosed with vasculitis at the beginning of this year that I truly "got" what it means to totally depend on Him. His light shines the brightest in our darkest times, and I am finding myself closer with Him now than ever before. In that way, I am thankful that this has come into my life. And I am thankful to have found your blog!
ReplyDeleteHi Kimberly,
DeleteThank you for your message. And I agree, I do believe that God shines best during the darkest times in our life. Even my husband agrees that his walk with God has gotten so much stronger ever since I got sick again, because all he could do was trust in God since there was nothing my husband can do about my illness. I am happy to hear that you are drawing closer to God in this time. Blessings to your journey and your health! :)