- When I was 17, I was diagnosed with a rare and incurable neurological disease called central nervous system vasculitis. While I was recovering, my mom urged me to move to the west coast so I can leave stressful family situations behind. In the west coast, I found a great university to attend and eventually met the love of my life who became my husband.
- When I was 23, I was getting ready to move back to the east coast to attend graduate school but then my illness returned. My husband and I decided to stay in the Seattle area where he eventually found a job he loved that provided great stability and security for our family that we did not expect to have at this time.
- Later in 2011, my illness returned again and I was hospitalized for three weeks. This flare up encouraged me to start using my story to encourage others who also live with an illness and encourage those with daily struggles. I started the HOPE support group, my HOPE blog and grew a bigger heart for others.
THE WORD:
"I
know how to live on almost nothing or with everything. I have learned the
secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or
empty, with plenty or little. For I can do everything through Christ, who
gives me strength."
Philippians
4:12-13
DEVOTION:
If the
trials of life came with a note from God about all the blessings it will bring
about, would we be able to endure them better? Would we be more willing to be
content in whatever circumstance life puts us in?
In his
letter to the Philippians, Paul describes about how he has learned the
"secret of living in every situation." What is this secret? Wouldn't
we all benefit from knowing this secret? Life is a journey of mountains and
valleys, storms and rain. The secret of being able to endure whatever life
throws at you is knowing that you can do everything through Christ who
strengthens you (4:13). Christ endured the worst of it all - the flogging, the
mocking, the nails on the cross…Jesus also asked God if He could take away
this cup of suffering, but because this was all part of God's plan to save the
world through His son, God allowed it all to take place.
When we
are in the midst of trials and pain in our lives, we can also rest assure that
God is in control. God can use storms in our lives to move us from one place
to another, and use it according to His plan. Remember the story of Joseph,
and how his brothers sold him into slavery out of their jealousy. Joseph was
even thrown into prison because he refused to fall into sin and have an affair
with Potiphar's wife. But while he was in prison, he was able to interpret Pharaoh's dream and thus saved Egypt and other countries from starvation. When
Joseph's brothers saw him again, he said, "You intended to harm me, but
God intended it all for good. He brought me to this position so I could save
the lives of many people" (Genesis 50:20).
Joseph
couldn't have seen what God's hand was doing during his time in prison,
probably expecting to die at any time. In the children's movie, "Joseph,
King of Dreams," Joseph sings a song while in prison, a song that
describes how Christians can face their trials:
If this has been a
test
I cannot see the
reason
But maybe knowing I
don't know
is part of getting
through
I tried to do what's
best
But faith has made it
easy
To see the best thing
i can do
Is to put my trust in
You.
For, You know better
than I
You know the way
I've let go the need
to know why
I'll take what
answers you supply
You know better than
I
Sometimes
it's hard to persist through trials when we can't see what it will bring to
us, but as Paul says, we can do everything through Christ who strengthens us,
and He gives us the strength and patience to persevere.
Joseph
Addison said, “Our real blessings often appear to us in the shape of pains,
losses, and disappointments; but let us have patience, and we soon shall see
them in their proper figures.”
Looking
back on my life, I see that the greatest storms in my life has brought me the
greatest blessings:
Blessings
can come in many disguises…we just need to be patient until God can reveal
what the blessings are. We are not God and therefore we are not omniscient. As
mere humans we have a limited perspective on our lives and that makes us feel
like that the trial we are going through is all we'll ever see. Some people
face trials until their last breath and the blessings are not revealed until
they are gone. There is one girl, Lauren Currie, who died from vasculitis also
at the age of 17. But God has brought blessings through the legacy she has
left behind. In her honour, Lauren's parents started the Lauren Currie
Twilight Foundation to research and spread awareness about this rare disease.
So
during the pains, losses and disappointments, don't give up hope because God
is always in control - and while we wait for His blessings to reveal
themselves, we have Christ who strengthens us to persevere.
PRAYER
Dear
God, You know everything in my life before I even know it. Help me to trust in
Your wisdom and plans for me in every situation I am in. Please give me
strength and perseverance to endure whatever trials I need to go through to
end up where You want me to be.
APPLICATION
Looking
back on your life, can you see any trials in your life that were blessings in
disguise? Do you believe that you can survive anything through Christ who
strengthens you? Why or why not?
WORSHIP:
"Blessings"
by Laura Story
"What if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise"
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are your mercies in disguise"
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